驚驚

This week, I've entered some sort of anxiety period, that I could easily get frightened by anything and everything. When I was having lunch on my highchair one afternoon, I was so frightened to see a stranger mowing our lawn with a super heavy/loud machine. I tried to escape from my highchair and cried in extreme panic... from that moment on, I wouldn't sit on my highchair, or any highchair in any restaurants anymore. I just said "驚驚, 叔叔" all the time, whenever I saw a window... I also developed an extreme fear to all unfamiliar faces, especially towards waiter 叔叔...

This is giving Dad & Mom a very hard time because I always want to sit on their lap. They just couldn't eat while I was sitting on their lap. In a restaurant, they just have to distract me from looking at the waiters... Waiters are sooooooooo scary, especially the one at Awaji that repeatedly stared at me.

I hope I'll outgrow it soon...